akrasian. weakness of will
“I see and praise what is better, but follow what is worse.” — Ovid
I feel exactly the same way. And thanks for the Ovid.
you do NOT have weakness of will, especially around smoking. you are having a process is all. and you've been smoking for so long that it's deeper than just turning off a spigot. it's like ... having to dig the pipes that connect to the spigot out of the concrete first.
Thank you, Liam. I appreciate your kindness. But it really feels like I just don't *want to* badly enough.
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